i was bullied from year 7 to 11 at high school, even when the head said it was unacceptable for there to be any bullying at year 10 level. it’s been 5 years now and i’ve travelled the world, doing well at uni and made great friends whereas the bully has gone nowhere with his life. yet i don’t know why but i can’t seem to move on and stop being gloomy about it.

Sometimes, people talk to me and they try to get my attention but I just I cant listen to them…I just enter another dimension, it’s like when you get high, you’re completely full filled but empty at the same time… My real life is empty, it’s… complicated, and it’s like when I go to sleep and wake up it’s such a good high, but it’s weird at the same time… Why does this happen? HOW does this happen?